Currently 808s & Heartbreak By Kanye West see related

my future.

 well i always thought that my current boyfriend and i would alays get married. he's my first love. maybe sometime in the future he'll figure out i'm the one. we have the same values and religious viewa and hopes for the future. i tihnk that is why i am so hung up on the idea of our fairytale future. so maybe somedayy.

i want a small wedding just with our close family and friends. which might be hard since we are both italian. haha... i want to wear a beautiful white wedding dress and a lace veil. I would love to get married in april or september. I want to get married in a church. I want it to be the most beautiful day of my life. I want to be happy. I want to carry lilies and i want my lovely bridesmaids to carry gerbera daisies.

i've wanted to name my boy bradin for the longest time. but some guys think its a stupid name. so i might have to compromise. As for girls maybe mallory, kelsey, carly. I want her middle name to be marie =]

Anyway I'm packing and getting ready to move back to school for winter session. x0x0

Reasons why I hate my Life...

  1. I hate that my boyfriend hurt me in too many ways to count

2. I hate that despite everything I still love him and want to work things out

3. I hate that its shark week

4. I hate that it is finals week at college

5. I hate that I am sick during finals week.

I hate it I hate it

I hate this part right here

twilight vs jonas

 As much as I love Twilight,

I hate when people compare Robert to the JoBros who are multitalented and have just received a Grammy nomination whereas Robert has just started receiving recognition....They even call him the
"Jonas Vampire"

What do you think about the two?

We were as one, babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
'Cause I know in my heart, babe
Our love will never die, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling,
'Cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry, no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave, boy
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably, you'll be back again
'Cause you know in your heart, babe
Our love will never end, no, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling,
'Cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back, boy
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that you'll be right back, baby
Oh baby, believe me
It's only a matter of time
Time

Ooh darling,
'Cause you'll always be my baby

weekend blues.

I hate being sick.

I hate the cold weather.

I really dislike my roomates...its just been lately...they get on my last nerve.

I hate how some people's lives are seriously perfect...and nothing ever goes my way.

I hate how my "boyfriend" has been being an asshole lately and just doesn't seem to care.

Does everything seriously have to go wroing in my life right NOW?

ughhh. only good thing about this weekend was the fact that I saw Twilight with some friends and that I got to go out to eat with my padre tonight. yumm.

two exams monday =FML.